Lord, I believe in your wondrous shining glory,
although this is hidden from my eyes. I hope in the peace and everlasting joy of the world to come,
for this world is a valley of tears. I love you, even though I am not always able to discern the
love in your intentions when you permit me to suffer. You are my God and my
Lord, increase my intimacy with you.
It is traditionally understood that the Nathaniel St John refers to is St Bartholomew
the apostle. Nathaniel, like all of us, receives a call to be an apostle. In Nathanielís case, the
call does not come directly from Jesus, but through a mediator, Philip, who testifies to him who
Jesus is. At first Nathaniel doubts, but he does not totally reject the idea and goes to meet Jesus.
Christ calls many of us through a mediator: a friend, relative, consecrated person, etc. Even though
there may be doubts, as long as there is some opening in us, Christ is able to work and draw us
closer to himself.
2. The Profession of Faith:
Nathaniel's contact with Christ
results in a profession of faith, 'Rabbi, you are the Son of God; you are the King of Israel.' Here
there is no doubt or skepticism. The encounter with Christ produces a clear and firm affirmation.
Philip, the intermediary, drops out of the picture and Nathaniel has a direct and strong personal
relationship with Christ. Nathaniel becomes a convinced apostle. So too, even though we may have
come to Christ through intermediaries, we gradually begin to base our faith on our own personal
experience of Christ.
3. Greater Things:
Nathaniel - St. Bartholomew- went on to become
one of the Twelve Apostles. Tradition has it that he preached the Gospel in India and Armenia where
he died a martyr, flayed alive and beheaded. No doubt it was his insight of faith, his perception of
the greater things that gave him the strength and fortitude to preach the Gospel and die a martyr.
From his first simple encounter with Christ he became a great saint who lived his life in profound
union with God.
Conversation with Christ:
I know that sometimes I can be a skeptic, not trusting that you can transform my life. So often I
have these simple prayerful dialogues with you; please help me so that these small conversations can
blossom into a firm profession of faith and a tenacious apostolic zeal.
pray the Creed sometime during the day to renew my faith in Christ.