I will pray a Hail Mary for the ability to say "yes"
by Father Edward McIlmail, LC | Source: Catholic.net
Grant me the grace to make the most of this time of anticipation for your arrival
at Christmas, Lord. My faith rests in you, my hope looks toward spending eternity with you. Help me
grasp the value of time in the face of eternity.
Lord, help me to
see the signs that you send into my life.
1. Seeing, yet Disbelieving:
Zechariah had no excuse for doubting. There he was: in the sanctuary of the Lord, burning
incense ? a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. It was a privileged moment, a sacred space. Even an
angel appears! If ever a man should have been prepared for a special message, it was Zechariah. Yet
he doubts. He doesn’t believe. He had followed "all the commandments," yet his fidelity didn’t
translate into a living faith at a crucial moment. Do we fall into the same trap? We say many
prayers, but react with skepticism when God has a special request. Why is that? Are we trying to
show love when we pray? Or are we just rattling on?
2. Excuses, Excuses:
Zechariah thought his age would hinder God’s plan. He underestimated God’s power. Indeed, it is
not God who is limited; rather, we are the ones who limit God, so to speak. Throughout the Bible,
God called on unlikely people. Moses probably stuttered (cf. Exodus 4:10). Jeremiah was "too young"
(Jeremiah 1:6). Peter was uneducated (Acts 4:13). Saul of Tarsus hated Christians (cf. Acts 9:1).
All were unlikely prophets or apostles ? yet they let God use them. What’s my excuse for saying
no to God? Am I too busy? Too old? Too young? Too unworthy? Could God be calling me to do something
that I think is beyond my capability?
3. Plowing Ahead:
God goes ahead with
his plan despite Zechariah’s lack of faith. The Almighty was anxious to raise up a fitting herald
(St. John the Baptist) for his Son. So he left Zechariah speechless for a time. We shouldn’t be
surprised if God plows ahead with his own plans in our lives, even when we resist him. He might do
something unusual in our lives in order to keep his plans advancing. Could those setbacks really
be God’s hand at work? Might he be preparing us for something better?
I like to think that I'm less stubborn than Zechariah, Lord.
sometimes it is hard to accept your will. I might even feel
as if I have "missed the boat," and
that you are no longer
interested in me. Help me reject this kind of thinking and
confidence in you.
I will pray a Hail Mary for the ability to
say "yes" to God’s plans in my life.
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