In 1182, Pietro Bernardone returned from a trip to France to find out
his wife had given birth to a son. Far from being excited or apologetic because he'd been gone,
Pietro was furious because she'd had his new son baptized Giovanni after John the Baptist. The last
thing Pietro wanted in his son was a man of God -- he wanted a man of business, a cloth merchant
like he was, and he especially wanted a son who would reflect his infatuation with France. So he
renamed his son Francesco -- which is the equivalent of calling him Frenchman.
Francis enjoyed a very rich
easy life growing up because of his father's wealth and the permissiveness of the times. From the
beginning everyone -- and I mean everyone -- loved Francis. He was constantly happy, charming, and a
born leader. If he was picky, people excused him. If he was ill, people took care of him. If he was
so much of a dreamer he did poorly in school, no one minded. In many ways he was too easy to like
for his own good. No one tried to control him or teach him.
As he grew up, Francis became the leader of a
crowd of young people who spent their nights in wild parties. Thomas of Celano, his biographer who
knew him well, said, "In other respects an exquisite youth, he attracted to himself a whole retinue
of young people addicted to evil and accustomed to vice." Francis himself said, "I lived in sin"
during that time.
Francis fulfilled every hope of Pietro's -- even falling in love with France. He loved the
songs of France, the romance of France, and especially the free adventurous troubadours of France
who wandered through Europe. And despite his dreaming, Francis was also good at business. But
Francis wanted more..more than wealth. But not holiness! Francis wanted to be a noble, a knight.
Battle was the best place to win the glory and prestige he longed for. He got his first chance when
Assisi declared war on their longtime enemy, the nearby town of Perugia.
Most of the troops from
Assisi were butchered in the fight. Only those wealthy enough to expect to be ransomed were taken
prisoner. At last Francis was among the nobility like he always wanted to be...but chained in a
harsh, dark dungeon. All accounts say that he never lost his happy manner in that horrible place.
Finally, after a year in the dungeon, he was ransomed. Strangely, the experience didn't seem to
change him. He gave himself to partying with as much joy and abandon as he had before the
battle.
The
experience didn't change what he wanted from life either: Glory. Finally a call for knights for the
Fourth Crusade gave him a chance for his dream. But before he left Francis had to have a suit of
armor and a horse -- no problem for the son of a wealthy father. And not just any suit of armor
would do but one decorated with gold with a magnificent cloak. Any relief we feel in hearing that
Francis gave the cloak to a poor knight will be destroyed by the boasts that Francis left behind
that he would return a prince.
But Francis never got farther than one day's ride from Assisi. There he
had a dream in which God told him he had it all wrong and told him to return home. And return home
he did. What must it have been like to return without ever making it to battle -- the boy who wanted
nothing more than to be liked was humiliated, laughed at, called a coward by the village and raged
at by his father for the money wasted on armor.
Francis' conversion did not happen over night.
God had waited for him for twenty-five years and now it was Francis' turn to wait. Francis started
to spend more time in prayer. He went off to a cave and wept for his sins. Sometimes God's grace
overwhelmed him with joy. But life couldn't just stop for God. There was a business to run,
customers to wait on.
One day while riding through the countryside, Francis, the man who loved beauty, who was
so picky about food, who hated deformity, came face to face with a leper. Repelled by the appearance
and the smell of the leper, Francis nevertheless jumped down from his horse and kissed the hand of
the leper. When his kiss of peace was returned, Francis was filled with joy. As he rode off, he
turned around for a last wave, and saw that the leper had disappeared. He always looked upon it as a
test from God...that he had passed.
His search for conversion led him to the ancient church at San Damiano.
While he was praying there, he heard Christ on the crucifix speak to him, "Francis, repair my
church." Francis assumed this meant church with a small c -- the crumbling building he was in.
Acting again in his impetuous way, he took fabric from his father's shop and sold it to get money to
repair the church. His father saw this as an act of theft -- and put together with Francis'
cowardice, waste of money, and his growing disinterest in money made Francis seem more like a madman
than his son. Pietro dragged Francis before the bishop and in front of the whole town demanded that
Francis return the money and renounce all rights as his heir.
The bishop was very kind to Francis; he told
him to return the money and said God would provide. That was all Francis needed to hear. He not only
gave back the money but stripped off all his clothes -- the clothes his father had given him --
until he was wearing only a hair shirt. In front of the crowd that had gathered he said, "Pietro
Bernardone is no longer my father. From now on I can say with complete freedom, 'Our Father who art
in heaven.'" Wearing nothing but castoff rags, he went off into the freezing woods -- singing. And
when robbers beat him later and took his clothes, he climbed out of the ditch and went off singing
again. From then on Francis had nothing...and everything.
Francis went back to what he considered God's
call. He begged for stones and rebuilt the San Damiano church with his own hands, not realizing that
it was the Church with a capital C that God wanted repaired. Scandal and avarice were working on the
Church from the inside while outside heresies flourished by appealing to those longing for something
different or adventurous.
Soon Francis started to preach. (He was never a priest, though he was later ordained a
deacon under his protest.) Francis was not a reformer; he preached about returning to God and
obedience to the Church. Francis must have known about the decay in the Church, but he always showed
the Church and its people his utmost respect. When someone told him of a priest living openly with a
woman and asked him if that meant the Mass was polluted, Francis went to the priest, knelt before
him, and kissed his hands -- because those hands had held God.
Slowly companions came to Francis, people who
wanted to follow his life of sleeping in the open, begging for garbage to eat...and loving God. With
companions, Francis knew he now had to have some kind of direction to this life so he opened the
Bible in three places. He read the command to the rich young man to sell all his good and give to
the poor, the order to the apostles to take nothing on their journey, and the demand to take up the
cross daily. "Here is our rule," Francis said -- as simple, and as seemingly impossible, as that. He
was going to do what no one thought possible any more -- live by the Gospel. Francis took these
commands so literally that he made one brother run after the thief who stole his hood and offer him
his robe!
Francis
never wanted to found a religious order -- this former knight thought that sounded too military. He
thought of what he was doing as expressing God's brotherhood. His companions came from all walks of
life, from fields and towns, nobility and common people, universities, the Church, and the merchant
class. Francis practiced true equality by showing honor, respect, and love to every person whether
they were beggar or pope.
Francis' brotherhood included all of God's creation. Much has been written about Francis'
love of nature but his relationship was deeper than that. We call someone a lover of nature if they
spend their free time in the woods or admire its beauty. But Francis really felt that nature, all
God's creations, were part of his brotherhood. The sparrow was as much his brother as the
pope.
In one
famous story, Francis preached to hundreds of birds about being thankful to God for their wonderful
clothes, for their independence, and for God's care. The story tells us the birds stood still as he
walked among him, only flying off when he said they could leave.
Another famous story involves a wolf that had
been eating human beings. Francis intervened when the town wanted to kill the wolf and talked the
wolf into never killing again. The wolf became a pet of the townspeople who made sure that he always
had plenty to eat.
Following the Gospel literally, Francis and his companions went out to preach two by two.
At first, listeners were understandably hostile to these men in rags trying to talk about God's
love. People even ran from them for fear they'd catch this strange madness! And they were right.
Because soon these same people noticed that these barefoot beggars wearing sacks seemed filled with
constant joy. They celebrated life. And people had to ask themselves: Could one own nothing and be
happy? Soon those who had met them with mud and rocks, greeted them with bells and smiles.
Francis did not try to
abolish poverty, he tried to make it holy. When his friars met someone poorer than they, they would
eagerly rip off the sleeve of their habit to give to the person. They worked for all necessities and
only begged if they had to. But Francis would not let them accept any money. He told them to treat
coins as if they were pebbles in the road. When the bishop showed horror at the friars' hard life,
Francis said, "If we had any possessions we should need weapons and laws to defend them." Possessing
something was the death of love for Francis. Also, Francis reasoned, what could you do to a man who
owns nothing? You can't starve a fasting man, you can't steal from someone who has no money, you
can't ruin someone who hates prestige. They were truly free.
Francis was a man of action. His simplicity of
life extended to ideas and deeds. If there was a simple way, no matter how impossible it seemed,
Francis would take it. So when Francis wanted approval for his brotherhood, he went straight to Rome
to see Pope Innocent III. You can imagine what the pope thought when this beggar approached him! As
a matter of fact he threw Francis out. But when he had a dream that this tiny man in rags held up
the tilting Lateran basilica, he quickly called Francis back and gave him permission to
preach.
Sometimes
this direct approach led to mistakes that he corrected with the same spontaneity that he made them.
Once he ordered a brother who hesitated to speak because he stuttered to go preach half-naked. When
Francis realized how he had hurt someone he loved he ran to town, stopped the brother, took off his
own clothes, and preached instead.
Francis acted quickly because he acted from the heart; he didn't have
time to put on a role. Once he was so sick and exhausted, his companions borrowed a mule for him to
ride. When the man who owned the mule recognized Francis he said, "Try to be as virtuous as everyone
thinks you are because many have a lot of confidence in you." Francis dropped off the mule and knelt
before the man to thank him for his advice.
Another example of his directness came when he decided to go to Syria
to convert the Moslems while the Fifth Crusade was being fought. In the middle of a battle, Francis
decided to do the simplest thing and go straight to the sultan to make peace. When he and his
companion were captured, the real miracle was that they weren't killed. Instead Francis was taken to
the sultan who was charmed by Francis and his preaching. He told Francis, "I would convert to your
religion which is a beautiful one -- but both of us would be murdered."
Francis did find persecution and martyrdom of
a kind -- not among the Moslems, but among his own brothers. When he returned to Italy, he came back
to a brotherhood that had grown to 5000 in ten years. Pressure came from outside to control this
great movement, to make them conform to the standards of others. His dream of radical poverty was
too harsh, people said. Francis responded, "Lord, didn't I tell you they wouldn't trust
you?"
He finally
gave up authority in his order -- but he probably wasn't too upset about it. Now he was just another
brother, like he'd always wanted.
Francis' final years were filled with suffering as well as humiliation.
Praying to share in Christ's passion he had a vision received the stigmata, the marks of the nails
and the lance wound that Christ suffered, in his own body.
Years of poverty and wandering had made
Francis ill. When he began to go blind, the pope ordered that his eyes be operated on. This meant
cauterizing his face with a hot iron. Francis spoke to "Brother Fire": "Brother Fire, the Most High
has made you strong and beautiful and useful. Be courteous to me now in this hour, for I have always
loved you, and temper your heat so that I can endure it." And Francis reported that Brother Fire had
been so kind that he felt nothing at all.
How did Francis respond to blindness and suffering? That was when he
wrote his beautiful Canticle of the Sun that expresses his brotherhood with creation in praising
God.
Francis
never recovered from this illness. He died on October 4, 1226 at the age of 45. Francis is
considered the founder of all Franciscan orders and the patron saint of ecologists and
merchants.
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