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ARTICLE "Ta Face est ma seule
Patrie" (PN 20)1: by Donald Jacob Uitvlugt
I would like your help in conducting a little experiment. Before you read the rest of this essay, ask a few of your friends what was St. Therese of Lisieuxs full name in religion (oh, and ask yourself the question right now). Perhaps most people with some bit of thought will come up with Therese of the Child Jesus. But I would be surprised if you find many (any?) who can give the full answer Therese of the Child Jesus and of the Holy Face.2 The tragedy of this fact is that if you do not remember Thereses whole name, you are likely to misunderstand what Therese means by her Little Way. Or as Guy Gaucher, Bishop of Lisieux, puts it more provocatively, When we mutilate her name, we mutilate her message, and indeed her whole life.3
This is merely to paraphrase the testimony of Mother Agnes (Pauline Martin) for the process of beatification:
In the rest of this essay, I hope to show the way in which Thereses devotion to
the Holy Face was indeed the foundation of all her piety, first by showing the place of
the Holy Face in Thereses life and writings, and second by showing how the Little
Way cannot be understood apart from Thereses devotion to the Holy Face.
Thus it was from Pauline, Thereses second mother, that she learned to appreciate the Holy Face. Writing about her postulancy in the Carmel (1888), she says to Mother Agnes:
We see already in these early attitudes (perhaps colored by hindsight; Therese is writing sometime during 1895) the main outlines of Thereses devotion to the Holy Face. First, we should note that Therese frames her devotion not so much in terms of reparation as imitation: Jesus suffered, so Therese suffered; Jesus Face was hidden, so Therese wants to become hidden from all creatures. We also note that this early that Therese frames her devotion in scriptural terms, looking to the hymn of the Suffering Servant in Isaiah 53.
Her devotion soon became connected with suffering in a very concrete way. On January 10, 1889 Therese received the Carmelite habit;7 shortly afterwards, her father began showing signs of mental illness, beginning a period of great suffering for the Martin family, within and outside the Carmel. In reflecting on the condition of her father, Therese realized that this was the fulfillment of a vision she had had in the summer of 1879: While alone in the garden one afternoon, she had seen a man similar to her father (who was away on business at the time) walk past her with an apron covering his head. The vision frightened her to such an extent that even after fifteen years, it is as present to me as though I were still seeing the vision before my eyes (SS A 20r; ET 46). The vision had remained a mystery until M. Martins illness; it was only then that Therese was able to understand God was transforming her father after His own image. Thus, she directly related her fathers sufferings to those of the Suffering Servant: Just as the adorable Face of Jesus was veiled during His Passion, so the face of His faithful servant had to be veiled in the days of his sufferings in order that it might shine in the heavenly Fatherland near its Lord, the Eternal Word! (SS A 20v; ET 47).
Here we have another key to Thereses devotion to the Holy Face, what might be called a Theresian paradox: in this life it is necessary to undergo suffering, to view Our Lords Face through a veil in order to be prepared to see Him face to face in heaven. We must become like Christ in order to see Him as He is.8 With such ideas in mind, Therese writes to comfort Celine (still in the world taking care of their father) and first uses an image she returns to often heaven as an eternal face to face encounter with God (LT 96, 15.10.1889).
During her time of caring for her father, Celine conceived the desire of also becoming a Carmelite. Therese wrote to her often during their fathers illness, not only to encourage her in the midst of the family crisis, but also to fan this desire for religious life. In at least one letter, Thereses wishes for Celine are ex pressed explicitly in terms of devotion to the Holy Face. Therese wants her sister to be another Veronica, who wipes away the blood and tears of Jesus, her only Beloved; may she win souls for Him, and especially the souls whom she loves; may she be tireless in braving the soldiers, that is, the world, in order to reach Him. Ah, how happy shell be when one day she will be able to contemplate in glory the mysterious drink with which she had quenched her heavenly Fiancés thirst, and when she sees His lips, once desiccated, open to speak that unique and eternal word of love! The Merci which will have no end. (LT 98, 22.10.1889; ET 1, 591).9
Here we see that Thereses devotion to the Holy Face also has an apostolic aspect: Celine is to comfort Our Lord in His agony, but especially by assuaging His thirst for souls.10 Celine was eventually to join her three sisters already in the Lisieux Carmel, and took the name Sister Genevieve of the Holy Face.
Therese made her Profession as a Carmelite on September 8, 1890, understanding this event according to traditional monastic theology: as an espousal of her soul to Christ.11 Shortly before the profession, Therese explained the state of her soul to Sr. Agnes as a fiancée being asked where she wants to travel on her honeymoon. Therese answered that she had but one desire, that of being taken to the summit of the mountain of Love. But when asked by Jesus to choose a route, she finds herself unable; she has made this choice only for Him, and so wants Him to choose whatever path seems best. Then Jesus took me by the hand, and He made me enter a subterranean passage where it is neither cold nor hot, where the sun does not shine, and in which the rain or the wind does not visit, a subterranean passage where I see nothing but a half-veiled light, the light which was diffused by the lowered eyes of my Fiancés Face! (LT 110, 30-31.8.1890; ET 1, 651-2).
This image of a subterranean journey is to mark the rest of Thereses life, especially her night of faith and her eighteen month struggle with tuberculosis. Our Lords Face is veiled from Therese, not only because His sufferings hide His glory from her, but her own sufferings also contributed to the darkness. But Therese believed that her sufferings were a gift from her Divine Spouse, the gift of being conformed to His likeness. Thus, the journey was endurable, even joyful, because it was the will of God: I dont see that we are advancing towards the summit of the mountain since our journey is being made underground, but it seems to me that we are approaching it without knowing how. The route on which I am has no consolation for me, and nevertheless it brings me all consolations since Jesus is the one who chose it, and I want to console Him alone, alone! (LT 110; ET 1, 652).
Therese also expressed her devotion to the Holy Face in the prayers and poems she wrote for various occasions.12 Her shortest prayer, for example, was just the simple words, Make me resemble you, Jesus! (Pr 11). These words were written on a small card to which Therese had also affixed a stamp of the Holy Face, and she always wore the prayer in a little container she had pinned over her heart. She also mentions the Holy Face in her famous Act of Oblation to Merciful Love (Pr 6) made to the Most Holy Trinity on the Feast of the Trinity, June 9, 1895: Since You loved me so much as to give me your only Son as my Savior and my Spouse, the infinite treasures of his merits are mine. I offer them to you with gladness, begging you to look on me only through the Face of Jesus and in his Heart burning with Love (ET 53).13
On the feast of the Transfiguration, August 6, 1896 the date the Feast of the Holy Face was celebrated in the Lisieux Carmel Therese and two of her novices (she was acting novice-mistress at this time) made a Consecration to the Holy Face (Pr 12). In the introductory aspirations, the three ask Our Lord to be hid in the secret of your Face, which seems to mean that they wish to be caught up in imitation of the hidden and suffering love of Christ, with the result that our souls be exercised so much in Love so that being consumed quickly we do not linger long here on earth but soon attain to the vision of Jesus, Face to Face (ET 91). In the consecration proper, they express their desire to be Veronicas, comforting Jesus in His passion and offering Him souls as comfort (motifs we have noticed earlier). The prayer concludes: O beloved Face of Jesus! As we await the everlasting day when we will contemplate your infinite Glory, our one desire is to charm your Divine Eyes by hiding our faces too so that here on earth no one can recognize us O Jesus! Your Veiled Gaze is our Heaven! (ET 92). Jesus love, expressed in suffering and gentle glances from half-closed eyes, can only be answered by the three loving Him in kind.
Therese expresses similar sentiments in Pr 16, also written during the summer of 1896:
Again, we have seen these ideas before. Therese wants Our Lord to re-make her after the likeness of His sufferings, as expressed by the Holy Face. And as with the image of the subterranean journey, she accepts not being able to see Our Lords Face directly, so long as she will see it soon in heaven.
Thereses poems that mention the Holy Face do so in ways similar to the motifs we have already noticed, so we shall perhaps look at only a few lines that give us new things to contemplate. First we might notice the striking phrase in stanza 8 of PN 12, dated 18 December 1894 and addressed to Mary, written for Marie of the Trinitys reception of the habit:14 Tender Mother, may He deign / To hide your humble lamb in his Face. / That is where she craves a place, / Not wanting any other cradle (ET 75). In these lines, amidst an odd confusion of imagery, we see a connection being made between Thereses devotion to the Holy Face and her understanding of spiritual childhood. It is the child-like soul, the lamb, that is to be hid under the shadow of Our Lords suffering.
Thereses poem Living on Love (PN 17, dated 26 February 1895)
expresses the now familiar wish to be another Veronica (stanza 11). But in stanza 12 she
goes even further, asking to be another Mary Magdalene: Living on Love is
imitating Mary, / Bathing your divine feet that she kisses, transported. / with tears,
with precious perfume, / She dries them with her long hair
/ Then standing up, she
shatters the vase, / And in turn she anoints your Sweet Face. / As for me, the perfume
with which I anoint your Face / Is my Love!
(ET 92). The Holy Face is also the
Sun which gives strength to the Little Flower (cf PN 16, stanza 3), and It is the
divine brilliance of heaven (PN 33, stanza 3). She brings all her sentiments
of love for the Holy Face together in PN 20, My Heaven on Earth!
(also
known as her Canticle to the Holy Face, dated August 12, 1895):
The Holy Face was present up to the very end of Thereses life. It helped her to solve a problem which she had been working on for some time: how she could reconcile the traditional understanding of heaven as a place of rest with her desire to help those still on earth. In LT 254 (14.6.1897, her last letter to P. Roulland, one of her priest-brothers) Therese writes: I really count on not remaining inactive in heaven. My desire is to work still for the Church and for souls. I am asking God for this and I am certain He will answer me. Are not the angels continually occupied with us without their ever ceasing to see the divine Face and to lose themselves in the Ocean of Love without shores? Why would Jesus not allow me to imitate them? (ET 2, 1142) Just as the angels contemplate the Face of God yet are active on earth, so it must be for Therese, who so loved the Holy Face on earth and understands heaven as an eternal Face to face with God.
Finally for our survey, we note that on the eve of the Feast of the Transfiguration, 1897 the picture of the Holy Face from the nuns choir was brought into the infirmary. It was while contemplating this picture that Therese summarized her whole devotion to the Holy Face. First she notes, How well Our Lord did to lower His eyes when He gave us His portrait! Since the eyes are the mirror of the soul, if we had seen His soul, we would have died from joy (CJ 5.8.7). And a little later she spoke the words that Mother Agnes mentioned to the Process: These words of Isaias: Who has believed our report? There is no beauty in him, no comeliness, etc. (Is 53: 1-2), have made the whole foundation of my devotion to the Holy Face, or, to express it better, the foundation of all my piety. I, too, have desired to be without beauty, alone in treading the winepress, unknown to everyone (CJ 5.8.9; ET 135). Thus for Therese, it was good that Christ came to us under the veil of suffering, else we would have been overwhelmed by his glory. And this invitation to love which His veiled Face presents to us can only be answered by a desire on our part to be hidden as well.
The classic definition of the Little Way is the statement Therese made to Mother Agnes: her way of spiritual childhood is the way of confidence and total abandon (cf. LC ET 257). The Little Way is an echo of the Fiat of Our Lady that took her from the little sufferings of scrubbing the floors in Nazereth, to the sword that pierced her heart as she shared in her Sons sacrifice on Calvary. It is the love of every child-martyr, the attitude of the Holy Innocents. In the end, it is an imitation of Christs own self-emptying love: Many people think that her little way means her easy way, and so miss the whole point of her message. She did not teach the way of spiritual childishness, but of spiritual childhood. She did not simply become a child, but a Christ-child, the child of God, whose suffering is the suffering of the Cross, whose love is the love of the Cross.16
Just as every act of Our Lords life was redemptive, so Therese means to teach us that every act, even the slightest, can make up what is lacking in the sufferings of Christ (cf. Col 1, 24). Therese, when we understand her whole name, is the answer to Ivan Karamazov, phrased not in terms of logic but in the answer of Love: The salvation of the world does depend on the sufferings of a child, of the Child Jesus. We are all called to enter these sufferings by walking the Little Way. This is how Therese understands spiritual childhood abandonment, trust, love. The sort of love that dares to say, Even though He slays me, I will trust in Him (cf. Job 13, 15). The sort of love that says, Take this cup from Me, but Thy will be done (cf. Lk 22, 42). Therese was sent to remind us that we are all called to imitate in the little things as much as the big the Crucified Child.
Donald Jacob Uitvlugt is a convert to the Catholic faith and a graduate student in theology at the University of Notre Dame. Notes 1. Throughout this essay, I will be using the following system of abbreviations
SS: Story of a Soul (citing manuscript A, B, or C and the page number, recto or
verso); LT: Thereses letters (giving the letter number and the date in European
format); LC: Last Conversations; CJ: the Yellow Notebook of Mother Agnes; PN:
Thereses poems; Pr: her prayers; RP: the Pious Recreations (these last four
according to the numbering in the French critical editions). ET stands for the page number
of the respective English translations of Thereses works published by the Institute
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